You're beautiful to me, too

I would be a hypocrite if I said:

"Yes, the features that I picture when I'm reading books, on fanfics about the redhead wizard and the brunette witch, while they were talking, arguing, fighting against the enemy, kissing, eating chocolate frogs and lollypops, running through the fields with little lambs are like the actors, but when I'm reading scenes of them having intimates moments, in fanfics rated R or NC-17(which I read a LOT), no, no, in my mind I don't picture them the same way!"

Well, I'm not a hypocrite. So, how could I turn up in one when I have to put a moment of love between my fav couple in a drawing?

I'll never do anything explicit because, putting aside all the ethic discussion with the images involved in something like this, that is a quite obvious point, I think, and now saying my opinion, artistically, when you leave "somethings in the air" in a picture, you created a vast space for people complete your work with their own ideas. This isn't easy to do and is one of the greatest differences (for me) between erotic art and porn. And I'm not (again) criticizing anyobody, let this be very clear. In art, I may not do, but I watch everything.

When I made this [link] drawing for redblaze 's "More than Memories" I wanted, also, to transform into a drawing an image that was, I thought, a beautiful one I had inside my head which was the redhead wizard with his hair in the same way, spread over the bed.

The difficulties I found to do this art that I'm posting today, like have no references of them kissing just a dark and little screen cap of the actor in "Driving Lessons", made me put it aside even when I finished it, not, you know, so happy with it and the results I got. I was also reluctant to post it, but as many of fanartists share even their sketches with their public, like I did many times too, why shouldn't I show it?

Even because I was wanting with it to illustrated (not literally) one of the most beautiful moments of "More than Memories" and I think of fanfics history, but also in this image I created for it, I can see many moments of the redhead wizard and brunette witch I had read through these years on fanfics and, I can say, too, a moment that happened so many times (oh happy thoughts!) with our dearest ones in the gap of the nineteen years we have in the last book, between the last chapter and the epilogue!

And at the end, I don´t even think they look like the actors, do they?
Nah, they are the redhead wizard and the brunette witch, dear.
As always!

This drawing was made with watercolor and watercolor pencils (NO Photoshop) on a 180gr Canson A4 size paper.


Here is the passage from the fanfic which it´s based
THE FOLLOW TEXT CONTAINS NC-17 LANGUAGE!!!!:

"I like it like this."
"Me too," the redhead wizard groaned, pulling her against him again to emphasis his words. "You’re fucking gorgeous over me."
Her eyes opened to look down at him, a surprised smile tugging at her lips. "Did you just pay me a compliment?"
"I never said that you weren’t beautiful," he said, still looking up at her with a darkened, lust-clouded gaze. "Never."
The brunette witch fell over him then, her hand resting on the comforter by his head. She moved her hips, taking him deeper, making the friction between their bodies almost unbearably intense as they both moaned. She smiled again when the redhead wizard's eyes rolled back and he arched into her. His head lulled to the side, his features etched in deep pleasure, making him look so very different from the cold, cynical man he'd been since he had arrived at her flat.
"You’re beautiful to me too", she whispered, still staring down at him and soaking in the memory of him so lost in the bliss of making love to her.
She wanted to say more, to tell him that he always haunted her dreams, that just his presence was enough to make her want him, even when she was so hurt, but she stopped herself and leaned down to run her lips over the line of his throat that was exposed.
"Fuck" The redhead moaned, his head lolling farther to the side as she ran her tongue along his neck to the sensitive place behind his ear. "That feels good."…


…"God " he rasped through clenched teeth.
The redhead wizard would never know how lovely he looked to her at that moment, with his face etched in pleasure; his eyes squeezed shut as his head fell heavily back against her comforter. Even if the redhead wizard hated her again in the morning, and the brunette witch knew he probably would, she felt the moment being burned into her brain, saving it in the secret place that was just for him. With her life being the way it was, memories were everything to her and this one was particularly special…

…She pulled her nightdress and knickers back on, and was curled back under the covers when he came out of the bathroom. She heard him pull on his pants and didn’t turn back to look at him until he cleared his throat.
"I'll just go," he said hesitantly as he stared down at her, looking so handsome wearing only his shorts.
Hermione was silent as she used more strength than she knew she had to stop herself from crying at the thought of him going back and sleeping on the couch after what they shared.
Obviously taking her silence as some sort of conformation, he turned to leave, showing off the sword tattooed on his shoulder, his back stiff and proud once more.
"Wait," the brunette witch said, deciding that she might as well stick with the theme of shattering her pride for the rest of the evening. "There’s no need for you to sleep on the couch. I know it’s uncomfortable for you. Y-you could sleep here."
"I wouldn’t want to bother you," he said, his back still facing her.
"There’s plenty of room," she went on, knowing that her heart simply wouldn’t be able to bear him walking away from her. "I’m a real quiet sleeper. You won’t even know I’m here."
He turned, meeting her eyes from one long second before he picked up the clothes that he’d tossed aside so carelessly earlier. The brunette witch held her breath, thinking that he was still going to walk away despite her offer, but he surprised her by draping his jeans and shirt over the chair by her vanity and then pulling back her comforter. She moved over and breathed a sigh of relief as he crawled into bed with her.
He didn’t hold her. They each slept on their respective side of the bed. The wall was up once more, but brunette witch couldn’t find it in her heart to be too upset about it. She stared out her window as she listened to redhead wizard’s breathing fall into the steady rhythm of deep sleep.

He was there with her. . . For now it was enough."

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Some details:

The redhead wizard´s hair:
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The Kiss:
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You can read "More than Memories" in TheQuidditchPitch and SimplyUndeniable sites. Remember you must be registered because it's a NC-17 story. The Links:

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THIS IS AN ADULT ART BASED IN AN ADULT NOVEL AND BOTH CHARACTERS ARE ADULTS!!